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stress weeks are coming.. but i haven really feel it.. which is really not a good thing.. haha.. i counted from today to my last paper is exactly 30 days away! so fast! i still have a mini mountain of work to complete.. haven started revision at all.. people around me are already starting to stress and revise.. facebook will soon be flood with people complaining about how stress they are.. cannot memorise.. tired blah blah blah.. it gets a little irritating reading them whining cos' everyone feels the same! does complaining there really help? lol.. dun think so..

My mini mountain of work

BV pract report x1

CL pract report x2

Ocular disease ppt x1

optometric examination pract test - next wk

bv pract test - this friday!

6 papers to take after CNY.. *faints*

big plans made for this year.. just a matter of whether they are going to happen.. june/aug might be going for overseas attachment at china and maybe hong kong.. can choose between OITP and FYP.. so of course OITP la.. haha.. dun wana do fyp alone.. then sept planning for a trip to somewhere.. again.. still pending.. hopefully one or the other happens la..

i feel so lethargic these day.. keep thinking of skipping lectures only.. hehe.. speaking of that.. tml's ergonomics tutorial.. waste of time.. cos i never do.. haha.. everyday sleep late.. oso dunno what i doing.. definitely not work.. haha.. 8am lectures always make me very cranky.. still got ttsh attachment this week.. tired.. luckily no more BV, CL, pharm, ergonomics lectures le.. but i find it abit stupid to have web lectures or tutorials wif people in manchester in school.. even if we do it at home nobody wana ask qns what's the point? next monday i'm gonna have one at 9.30pm.. i'll prolly on it then do my own stuff.. haha..

cny coming but i dun have the mood.. cos' of all the work.. ya.. i complain about other people complaining on fb and here i am whining here too.. LOL.. my mum's been lazy.. not doing alot of new year goodies this year.. dunno if got people visiting this year.. getting lesser as time goes by.. haha.. this time is really really the last CNY spent here.. 21 years.. I FEELS SO OLD AGAIN! i keep getting this feeling i dunno why.. maybe i was traumatised by the "you have bf?" question last year.. so now nearly new yr abit worried ar.. haha.. i never thought i will kena that question so soon.. even my mum asked me to get one la.. that is even more traumatising.. she never approved last time.. now i say i wana go china she oso didnt object.. i stay out till midnight nobody called to check where i am.. when at batam oso no calls to check if i'm still alive.. haha.. its just weird.. i used to get irritated with all the checking and restrictions.. now i'm hoping for those stuff.. crazy.. i guess i just have to get used to it just like how i got used to all the calls checking where i am etc.. =(

today i went to work b4 practical.. stupid patient appointment change to 12pm liao still late.. still need to do visual field.. came at 1215 ended up i only got to leave at 1230.. blur me thought lesson starts at 2pm.. happily went prologue to buy things and went BK for lunch.. got a call from janice at 120 asking me where i am.. then i realised practical is at 1pm!!! faster took a cab to school.. got a very surprised look from anna.. =S but didn't kena anything.. hehe.. thank god she in good mood today.. haha.. was told to self dilate my pupils and again blur me forgot to put LA first.. straight away put mydriatic.. damn stingy! tearing like crazy after that.. haha.. now i know how the patients at the clinic feels.. lol.. then anna ask me why i so late.. came out with the reason patient was late so had to finish her up b4 coming.. haha..

met up with my parents for dinner at amk.. went to this seafood restaurant that serves huge crabs.. =)) when i walk towards the waitress she pointed to my knee and say i was bleeding.. then i saw a long trail of blood from my knee to my ankle!! LOL..didnt realise it loh.. dunno why the wound started bleeding again.. so disgusting.. haha.. just came home suppose to study for test and final touch up for my avn report.. dun feel like studying.. so came blogging.. haha.. actually i didn't even start at all.. =S so sian to work on his module.. urgh.. how how?? i think i will choose sleep over studying later.. haha..

saw this poster and found it funny.. i think the lady in the picture can change to me liao.. =X

you will not get full marks for a certain question which you have written all the points another person also have.. why? simply because your MALE lecturer is a sexist and that person that got full marks is a GUY.. sounds wrong? nope.. it perfectly make sense because it so happen that the lecturer is a GAY..

this is a follow up from my facebook status update today.. I do know life is never fair.. What I don't know is life can be THAT unfair.. i was indirectly and subtly trying to suan yuck tiong peng.. although i wasn't the person that got marked unfairly (which i'm starting to doubt now) but it's still damn freaking unfair.. doing this degree has really opened my eyes.. i have never heard someone got lesser marks just because you are a girl and you wrote too much.. and he doesn't even have a proper marking scheme.. he is marking based on gender and his mood i think..

what happened was we got our open book test paper back today.. i didn't bother listening to him giving us the model answer so i was practically doing my other stuff during class.. after that i heard from a classmate complaining about his marking.. she went to question him why she was not given full marks for a certain question.. he flipped through the stack of test papers and dug out a GUY paper and he got full marks for that question.. so they started checking if she got all the points the guy have, which she did.. then he's reply was, "oh, you wrote too much.. " WTF?? then she was looking at another guy classmate's paper.. he scored lower than my female classmate and he got a GOOD with underline written on his paper while my other 2 female classmates don't have.. it's not as if we care his compliment or that missing 1 or 2 points.. point is what does this say about fairness in marking and his sexual preference loh.. my classmate asked if he got a marking scheme, answer is no.. god... best part this is probably going to repeat for exams.. i really give up this module.. if i'm going to get into 3rd class because of him i swear i will not allow him to appear in this degree again loh.. angry leh.. now thinking about it, my score was 5, 4, 4, 4, 2.. each question is 5 marks.. i think by the time he reach my last question he sian liao so anyhow mark give 2 marks only loh.. i was actually most confident with that question la!!

i think our head of course very sick of every monday.. sure after his lesson we got things to complain one.. haix.. thursday got to sit for his test again.. sian.. since i did not bad for this one maybe i'll just let this test go.. he really make me sick to the core!! never in my life i feel so sick.. please god let him be the 1st and last in my life.. another few weeks to endure him.. YUCKKKKK!!!

i feel so restricted with facebook now.. i actually wanted to write "it sucks to have a sexist as a lecturer" but i figured its abit too much and probably my inbox will be flooded with comments so i decided to change it abit.. the straight to the point suaning will go to twitter and blog.. bring home point? DUN EVER ADD LECTURERS IN YOUR FACEBOOK!!

i was requested by someone to update.. haha.. since i'm still slacking just add a quick one then should start on work.. hopefully..

1st entry in 2010 i realised now.. had a few outings.. had loads of fun too.. especially the big group outing on last friday.. celebrated yz's belated birthday.. b4 that we're doing up some hand made birthday cards... cos' change of plans this year.. we wouldnt be getting each other presents anymore since its more like "I" buying presents than "us" buying.. so we'll just meet up if possible for that person's birthday and we'll foot the bill for that person for whatever we did to celebrate.. and plus a hand made card for each one of us.. when is the last time you received a hand made cards.. if we really can't meet up we can mail.. its really heart warming for me to receive cards.. i prefer to open letterbox more than my hotmail inbox now.. with anything and everything flooding it..

so for yz we went to mind cafe@tampines.. alot of grumblings thanks to the birthday boy but it ended with everyone enjoying it la.. that was the only more than 5 people outing since yanting's birthday.. i think everyone enjoyed as much as i did.. maybe i had a little more fun cos' i got materials to tease people from that outing.. but i already made a mental note to stop soon.. cos' karma is really a bitch.. and she came visiting awhile ago.. scary.. haha..

so since it's not a secret anymore that alia is so single and available for now.. she's seeing us quite alot.. doing loads more shopping and dressing up and checking out guys.. lol.. i think it's really a good thing.. dunno why she didn't see it sooner.. she got to wear things she never dream of wearing, reconnecting with people she lost touch with and really enjoy singlehood after such a long time.. i just hope the best for her and everything will work out fine.. and hopefully she wouldn't go back her "old ways" if she is no longer single anymore.. haha..

i'm so so glad i am finishing my year 1 soon.. after CNY the dreadful exams are here.. then i get to enjoy 1.5 months of no ass-ignments and tests and notes.. if i'm lucky i get to go whatever country for overseas attachment.. just thinking of flying somewhere i'm happy.. hehe.. i think i'm glad to be in the pioneer batch now.. although got some hiccups here and there but they really tried to help us work it out to the point they are spoiling us abit.. maybe because we have older people around in the course so they are more daring to voice out what they want.. just been thinking if they are only giving in so much because we are the pioneer batch or will they be still as nice to the coming batches.. anyway.. i think they'll still benefit from us in one way or another like not getting crappy lecturers like YUCK TIONG PENG.. urgh..

this week kinda a bad week for me.. started the week with 2 days MC.. had too much fun and laughter on friday.. went home with a uncomfortable throat.. fever came on saturday night accompanied with cough.. i kinda knew this is gonna be a bad one so i think for once i completed the whole course of medicine, didn't really eat those stuff i'm not suppose to.. so i went from feeling cold to feeling hot then from no voice to man's voice and from normal coughing to coughing like i have TB.. haha.. then i went to school on wednesday for pract test.. screwed it up.. ended my week with a slip so fast i didn't realise until i was on the ground.. so my knee look like crap now.. it not very serious though.. just look crappy.. haha.. i'm still coughing abit but i think i will be well by sunday.. =))

to me, this is just any other day.. haha.. many like to go to ultra crowded places to countdown and have fun.. i prefer to lie on my bed and watch tv.. haha.. can still enjoy the spirit and not being squashed there.. haha.. i didn't go through any big changes this year.. still single and available, still no car, still haven ride a plane b4, still haven shifted though its really coming fast.. haha..

but there are also some things that happened thats very unforgettable.. i got my full registered optometrist license.. i am an undergrad now doing my degree in a polytechnic.. i sent one of my besties at the airport.. i own a iphone and macbook.. i had a birthday party and i'm 21 now.. haha.. i attended ALL the great birthday parties of my closest friends.. i think i'm the only one.. i cried when i received that best birthday present ever in public.. i'm sure there are many more pleasant memories but these are the more memorable ones.. =))

thank you for those that walked into my life this year.. thank you for those that are still being part of my life.. and i wanna thank those that are going to walk into my life in the great year ahead! =))

2010 is a year i'm looking forward to.. i wish you, you and you a great year ahead! keep smiling! =D

today we have spumer's christmas celebration.. quite fun.. so i'm feeling very christmasy now with all the christmas food and caroling.. everyone brought abit of food here and there.. end up we have everyone's stomach filled.. ham and turkey was very nice.. haha.. i went for very last minute shopping for christmas present today just before going for the celebration.. bought the book "five people you meet in heaven".. i think it's quite a nice book.. alot of very nice quotes.. cos the gift must be unisex and alot of cant buys like food and mugs etc.. so i got the book.. at least it's not chic flick.. haha.. then one of my male classmate got it.. i got a paper clip holder and measuring tape in exchange.. alot of photos taken.. with all the very professional cameras and photographers.. haha.. i brought lapis sagu aka *9 layer kueh* lol.. was super worried it will go sour cos didn't put in fridge.. so once i put it one the table when i reach i eat first.. then they thought how come i bring the food i eat myself.. haha... luckily its still ok.. got a few compliments.. especially from ms yeo.. LOL.. she became the spokesperson for my kueh liao.. everyone she see around the table she ask them, "have u tried the kueh? *pointing to mine* it's very nice!" haha.. then she asked me for the recipe.. lol.. so paisay.. haha.. i guess since it's such a successful celebration we'll prolly have a new year celebration too.. i have tons of new year goodies to share! haha..

i confirmed going to batam!! yeah.. with my parents' half hearted protest i'm still going.. good to be older.. haha.. now super looking forward after pam came back from the place we going.. going to take tons of pics and enjoy ourselves.. though small group but sure still can have fun one.. =))

after paying for our tix and burning my pocket, i bought another HDD from popular.. sick of transferring stuff to a 4gb thumbdrive to PC then from PC to my lousy seagate HDD.. i got a RED metallic one tis time.. haha.. looks much nicer and lighter than the seagate one.. haha.. so doing backing up now with my laptop and its taking a freaking long long long long time.. only backed up 7gb out of 141gb.. god.. what time then i can sleep ar.. sobx..

start of my holidays i've been catching up with my shows and having heroes marathon now.. finishing heroes season 3 soon.. but i get headache after that.. haha.. last saturday we sneaked into our new flat construction site.. haha.. didnt manage to go up but just walking around the void deck is good enough.. after 5yrs of waiting.. =)) super windy at our block.. go to 50th floor prolly even windier.. haha.. friday we will go up after we collected keys on thursday.. last sunday MM Lee was there to give keys to 50 lucky families.. we wanted to go in even if we didn't got it but they stopped us outside.. =(( somemore rained and we have to hide in the carpark awhile b4 we leave.. wasted trip.. haiz..

my holiday begins!! yeah!!! although it's only for 3 weeks but it's better than nothing.. haha.. i have tons of assignments to do.. and i dunno when i will start them.. haiz.. just rest first la.. hehe.. anyways this break is very busy.. other than assignments, i have to help out with the flat, buy stuff for my new home, buy new year clothes and i going to batam for holiday!! finally got to get out of singapore liao..

yesterday when to expo to find interior designer.. my mum chose this place called Ciseern.. never hear before but seems like it's good cos' got ISO 9000, case trust and got some award also.. package cost around 15k already.. haven include furniture and other stuff.. i checked out about it online.. got some bad reviews saying the workmanship not very good.. hopefully nothing goes wrong.. =x

today just sold our flat.. valuation was 295,000.. we sold at 313,000.. quite a good price already.. expected more but the agent say it one of the highest sold in bishan liao.. our new one is 372,000.. just top up like 60k u get a 5rm.. so expensive man now the flats.. my dad say dunno by the time i need to buy flat need to pay how much sia.. our new flat can already fetch 548,000 liao.. estimated 5yrs later close to a million.. who got that money sia.. haha..

but bad news is i can't move in by chinese new year.. SOBX!!! cos' the interior designer say planning will take around 2wks.. then do adjustments will prolly take another 2wks.. then working on it will take around 1.5mths.. haiz.. so maybe in april then can shift liao loh.. then our 1st appointment earliest is in march.. so my car will only come in july.. my birthday present la.. lol.. we prolly get honda city.. at least i'm quite familiar with it le.. =))

so now i'm super looking forward for the batam trip.. i'm definitely not looking forward to start working on my assignments.. if i can't finish, i might have to bring my laptop there to finish up!! lol.. i looking forward to furniture hunting too.. i get my own room n i hope i get to design it myself.. no need to consider about what my sister think anymore! no need to stand her snoring anymore!! wahaha.. i think it's going to be quite crazy next year with shifting and exams and new year all very closely packe together.. i might have overseas attachment too in march/april i think.. and in 2011 july i might spend my birthday in MANCHESTER!! they're planning a graduation ceremony for us there.. i'll will graduated in prolly 2011 feb/march.. just a 1yr and few months more to go! =))

no christmas gatherings so far.. i available from now to beginning january.. so if u need me, just ask! =)) thinking of whether to plan for christmas gathering anot.. see how first la..

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